A "break"

So I made the decision to do it but was it the right decision is what I'm asking myself now? I mean sure it could be nice just not having to care for anyone else anymore and just do whatever I feel like but, on the other hand it blows. Knowing now that I don't have a significant other to call when I have done something marvelous and have good news or if I just need someone to talk to. Its called a "break" because we don't know what we want but in my eyes this "break" isn't going to turn out in my favor. I can just see it now me wanting to come back to my old life the good times when everything was going great and I had someone right by my side at all times. Then finding out that, that someone now has someone else by her side or just doesn't even have a care about me anymore. So for now I will just wait it out and keep on hoping for the best in the end. But just like she once said " everything happens for a reason" and even though at the time I didn't think so now I look back on that and realize that everything does happen for a reason and I shouldn't be worrying to much, because if we are meant to be then we will be and if not then not only time will tell. Many tears will be shed over this perilous time in life but the end result will show if it was all worth it or not.